So, basically, NO ONE is going to go see Alvin and the Chipmunks with me.

I figured I'd ask Alexander to drive me to the movie theater, and I'd just see it alone. Because I really want to see it!!

Kunjal left for England so she can't, obviously~ But I'm going to see this, damn it.

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I was watching Arashi no Yoru ni or One Stormy Night and it is the CUTEST movie!

( Internet Movie Database summary... )

Anyway, in a related (but not intentionally) note...it's rainy, but it was stormy and I'm afraid of storms. D:

I had a dream that totally centered around Balthier.

...Um. What?

I put these under cuts because the first is just me being excited and weird about dumb crap, and then the second one is my stupid whining about school.

( Final Fantasy VIII mini-rants )

( School venting )

I think I must've eaten like...30 pounds of bread today. You'd think, because of that, that I would be a little sluggish what with being weighed down by all the food I've spent all day snacking on...but today I was EXTREMELY full of energy so it's a little sad that I had nothing to do today except for sit around and play video games. But oh MAN was I pumped. Being home lets me be more myself.

For the first time in...well, ever. I looked in the mirror this morning, right before I was about to shower, and thought I looked SO good! Sure, I could a little toning, but I'm like myself a lot right now! It's a good feeling! I don't think I've ever felt this good about myself before!

I was thinking of cutting my hair short again. I mean...not REAL short, because it doesn't do that. But shorter? Who knows? I've got a whole week to kick back!

So um, found out that Brian wants to profess his love to me...which is great and all except for that I'm GAY! Yeah, pretty sure that's gonna go over well. "Oh? You like me? That's too bad because I'm only interested in girls. Haha!"

Yeah, that's um, not easy to say especially when I'm not entirely sure (Although, really? I might as well just accept it.) and I don't want my friends to be like: D: Lesbian? LEZZZBEEAHN? And shut down and stop talking to me! Not everyone is that accepting! I still haven't told Devan because I don't want her to feel awkward rooming with someone who likes girls!

I'm already stressed out, I don't need this too. And Kate won't let me back out of this one on one love-confession between Brian to me and her and Casey...because she "needs me" to be there when she BOLTS ON ME after telling Casey how she feels.

If anyone knows me, they'll know I'm TERRIBLE at breaking hearts! I can't just go: "Ohhh...I um, don't like you that way." because I crack under pressure! I don't want to hurt any feelings, but I'm not going to lead Brian on either because he's a good friend. But um, that's all he's gonna be.

The only people who can read this are people I trust enough to keep their mouths shut about it.

I really want to go to Law Day today and speak with the lawyers about becoming a law student but I'm sick, and I'm thinking that maybe I'm just interested because of Phoenix Wright.

But it never hurts to be curious! And maybe it really IS something I'm interested, although I doubt it. Nevertheless, I feel terrible, so I'm pretty much just spending the day taking care of myself.

I'm sorry for everyone that I'm practically ignoring... (What a good friend I am, right?) It's not because I hate any of you, I've just been super busy and extremely stressed out.

Basically, I have this art teacher who's from hell!! My normal day with her goes like this. The parenthesis are my thoughts!:

"Sam, can you show me your work?"
"Um, uh, yeah. *lays it out* Sure. Here."
"Mmm."
"...?"
"This is a good...start."
"Start? (But I spent 8 hours last night finishing it!)"
"Here's what's wrong. (Cue dropping a 3 foot list.)
Your use of line is a little sketchy, your shading isn't complete, you-" -- This goes on for a good 20 minutes while I stand there listening to how badly I've done.
"Um, thanks...I'll...work on that."
"Devon! -This is another girl in my class- Can you tell me why Sam's artwork isn't successful?"
"Of course. Although she has SOME skill with line, her shading is........okay at best and-" --Another 20 minutes of self-esteem crushing ACTION!--
"Now do you understand, Sam?"
"Um...yeah...thanks."
And then! As if she hadn't successfully crushed my spirits enough, she goes to everyone else's picture and compares them to mine in a: "This is good, unlike this one." kind of way. And I have to wake up at 7:30 to walk in -8 degree weather for this class!

So, I'm so sorry I haven't been around. My life's been hectic so I've been avoiding my phone, IM, email, LJ, GJ, and everything else that connects me with other people. Sorry again.

This is probably a long-ish update. D:

I re-watched a lot of Host Club last night...and forgot how much I loved all of the characters but also forgot that half the episodes depress me. Heh. They all remind me of my friends.

I bought like 6 pounds of mochi to make and eat with seaweed and some sugar and soy sauce...it'll be my Valentine's Day treat...because I don't want to give my friends valentines like I usually do. I'm really missing home and the things I used to do...

My roommate wants to have a Gravitation party for Yuki's birthday. I marked it on the calendar because I always do, and she noticed and I told her I was thinking of taking myself out to dinner for his birthday and she suggested we watch Gravitation and have a mini-party.

I bought a red heart shaped bagel from Bruegger's because it reminded me of Link. It's kind of stale now...but maybe I'll eat it for breakfast. Fill up my hearts, shoot my sword with power. All that jazz. Also! I bought Howl's Moving Castle (Because I LOOOOVE Batman! I mean Christian Bale.) and The Cat Returns! Two of my favorite Studio Ghibli movies. I had no idea Anne Hathaway did the voice of the girl in The Cat Returns! Also bought new headphones. YES I already broke mine.

I've been getting so fat that it's depressed me even more than I kinda already was and everyone keeps telling me how thin they're getting. I'm going to be the fat porky friend. How distressing. It may sound shallow but I care very much about my appearance because it matters to ME, not how other people see me.

I feel like I haven't been happy in a while, I hate that! What's becoming of me?

Bought myself a copy of WoW as WELL as Burning Crusade. Too bad my computer is SLOW and it's been downloading all day. I can wait...but I'd rather not...I really wanna play it!

Will pretty much spend all of Sunday playing WoW, I'm pretty sure. Considering I cleaned my ENTIRE dorm today in hopes it would pass the downloading time.

It SO didn't.

Also bought juice boxes, volume 2 of Paradise Kiss, and went to go see Pursuit of Happiness. Which was a really good movie, kinda sad though...I cried through 85% of it.

Found some guy in my building who plays WoW and I'm not excited about it. I gotta watch where I mention it because I don't want to make friends with any creepies. Or annoying kids.

Seriously.

Pretty much wasted my day sleeping, only to spend the rest of it cleaning. It took me 6 hours to make my room not crappy, but in the meantime I fixed my TV by accident. And now the color's back to normal~!

D: 46% of WoW patches loaded.

Okay I have an idea for a fanfic! D: But I don't know what pairing to write it about! So you guys have to help me out, okay?

Also if you really don't like either of these pairings and you'd like to see a different one (AND IT'S NOT ZORO/SANJI) then tell me :DDDD

Poll #768605 Fanfic pairing poll :DDD
Open to: All, results viewable to: All

What pairing should I write this fanfic about?

Title: Out On The Prowl
Author: yayduocake
Rating: G
Spoilers?: None because this would be a really pointless part of the game...oh. Unless you haven't gotten to Xemnas or Xaldin...in which case I just spoiled it for you.
Summary: Xemnas is having a bad day and takes it out on Linda Xaldin.
Notes: Okay I have a couple of things to say about this fic.
A) If you've beaten the game (this isn't a spoiler) and while you fight Xemnas he has a few catch phrases...something about nothingness, something to Sora, something to Riku...and then this angry: "MMMMMM!!!" that trytowish and I found so hilarious...I refer to that in this fic.
B) This was written for her.
C) This fic was inspired by the mood "predatory" because Xemnas being on the prowl is a funny idea.
D) trytowish automatically blames Xaldin for all of Xemnas' problems because he doesn't do much in the game...we see him as this dirty kinda...pothead...but really he doesn't have that personality at all. So he's the victim in this story.

( Mmmmmmm!!! D< )

Here's a little mini story.

Once upon a time, Sora was in Wonderland. About three minutes into his visit, he got horribly, miserably lost. When the heartless came, he fought valantly...but Donald and Goofy died in the first 30 seconds. Even though Sora never died, he pretty much decided that Wonderland was by far the worst world. Ever.

Sora was lost with a KOed Donald and Goofy for the next 7 hours.

The End. D<

I've been replaying the first Kingdom Hearts just for kicks. Because I'm sick of always having to beat Olympus or things like that...But I will return to KH2...to prove that you don't have to be a gamer to beat that game!!! THAT'S RIGHT!!!!

Anyway~ Yeah. I'm having a good day despite the whole...cramps and nausea thing.

I'm gonna make some brownies AND/OR cookies later!!!!

Yeah what.

I take all these Org XIII prompts from trytowish and if anyone else wants to make one? I'm down with that. Just hook me up with something. I'll write it! Oh, by the way, I don't believe in grammar...sooo sorry it's like, death to the English sentence structure.

Title: Disorder
Rating: G
Pairing: None! :D Xemnas x Cleanliness
Summary: Xemnas has some OCD.
Disclaimer: Oh, I don't own them. Organization XIII, I mean.

( Xemnas’s love for the neat and orderly was no secret to any member of Organization XIII... )

And a haiku for trytowish as a follow-up:

Oh my god, a ring!
Are those flies I hear buzzing?
Kids, we're in public.


Your's was better.

An Organization XIII fanfic for Lys, because of...I dunno, I think I dropped my pen and said: "Oh snap. I dropped my pen."

This spawned from that.

( Not a very ORGANIZED organization! )

I'm trying to write a Riku/Sora fanfic for every theme I have on this little Word Document...That way...Um, I dunno. I'm just bored I guess. And I don't feel like drawing.

Theme: {01} Kiss
Pairing: Riku/Sora
Rating: PG for BOY KISSING....this should actually be G.
Disclaimer: Some ending of KH2 spoilers.
Summary: Riku thanks Sora for being there.

( Sora never needed a relationship... )

Um... I got to Twinrova yesterday...

And died.

That would've devastated me if I hadn't already died once in the Shadow Temple. But...I did...so I don't care.

I hate that boss though. Talk about annoying. But the point is that I GOT there!! I GOT THERE~! I'm almost done with this game! I'll beat it while I'm 17 and then I can move on in my life.


To Twilight Princess.